meh.

Well, this is kind of a weird mix between a rant and an update.
I was cast in ACC as a chorus part, I'm over it.
Guys and Dolls opens in a week.
Tommy, the guy that played ryan in HSM, walked into our PRIVATE rehearsal, even though he's not in the cast.
apparently he's a counselor in training for the cpd.
I mean, I guess Christy asked him to come in and help out Jessica, but he was yelling at us. I don't think he really likes me.
I'm going as swine flu for halloween but everyone thinks I'm a bunny.
okay, off to kvetch to live people.

Update+rant=.....

Worst. Audition. EVER.

After being late, I blanked out when asked to list previous shows and experience.
Urgh.
I started to sing, my voice cracked, and then I started lower. Then they cut me off.
It sort of felt like American Idol.
And what's worse is that I DIDN'T GET CALLED BACK.
What if they don't cast me AT ALL?
Guys and dolls sucks.

Sick, laptop, guys and dolls update!

yesterday, I was sick.
Today, I am still sick.
I feel like shit, but I can still function so I'm randomly surfing teh interwebz.
Particularly facebook.
but my computer is mean and refuses to let me load apps on facebook....
thus the glorious completion of my bat mitzvah thank you notes.
Yeah...and with the money that all the old jews sent me, I'm going to get myself a *cue the angels, harps, and crazy ass lighting* a
MACINTOSH LAPTOP OF MY VERY EFFING OWN.
Yussss.
Hopefully, I can have it and my parents won't act like they bought it.
Meaning I really hope they don't limit it in a dumbass way like they already do on the family computers.

*shakes fist at sky*

Anyways, I'm able to actually buy it now, because my stingy-ass parents wanted me to finish my thank you notes from my bat mitzvah first.
"you can't use money you haven't acknowledged." they say.
"go to hell." I say.
kidding.
stupid parents....
In case you all haven't already noticed, I'm in sort of this swing where I want to use the word 'ass' a lot, particularly as an adjective, i.e *blank*-ass *noun*.

so anyways, this laptop shall be all MINE. muahahaha.

You can get really cheap ones online.
I'm happy now.

Guys and Dolls is going pretty well, but my part is so small I have like five minutes onstage during rehearsal, then I have nothing else to do.
grrr. stupid director.
they work on 1 scene each time, and I'm only in maybe three or four scenes, so I bring my sketchbook along to doodle.
I'm gonna need a much bigger sketchbook....
sigh.

my bad, THIS is 67th. (naps, texting, and getting sidetracked)

Naps are awesome. They make up for lack of sleep.
I am having a bit of a breakdown, so I'm tired, confused, and...um....what was I saying?

Yeah. Naps. I need one.

I'm getting better at texting with my crappy phone..
Tabitha and I texted each other withing fuor feet, whtie Miranda prattled on during band practice.


Someone at school says they need to get rid of a bike and would be willing to give me it.
I AM SAVED!
none the less, I need a nap. bye.

67th post. I hate odd numbers and I hate today.

You know how I was supposed to teach kids algebra. well, someone told me I couldn't teach.
Bitch.

My bike, or rather, that bike I was given to replace the one stolen previously temporarily, was stolen.
It was locked.
Someone just took it and drove off. helmet and all.
Apparently, some guy is trying to steal other people's bikes.
I know, because someone else found their bike with the lock nearly bashed open.
Unlike when Larry (yes, that was its name) was stolen, I'm not crying.
I'm laughing.
God, I'm twisted.
By the way, this bike was named Edward, after Edward Cullen the vampire. Who I hate ever so much. Evidently, the bike was sparkly.

In other news, my grandpa showed me a bunch of stuff from when he was in ww2. It was awesome, because he basically kept every scrap of paper he found useful.
And we found some pictures of him with several diffferent women, none of them were my grandmother.
"what else was there to do there?" He replies when we comment- we being my mom and I.
I'm a huge history geek.
Anyways, we found some really cool stuff.
Records of finance and promotion, coupons for the mess hall, I.D., Old newspapers and magazines and even a few hand drawn maps of his camp and places he visited.
Wetzelnator wants us to bring things in to show people when we interview the veterans.
Speaking of which, my flex class this year is interviewing all these ww2 vets. Since my mom told her about my Grandpa, I get to interview him.

Which isn't a problem, because as his relative I know how exactly to talk to him and the kinds of things he needs to understand someone.
Unlike the idiots at school.
Because of today, I trust the Franklin student body so much less.

Current Obsession is jewelry. I'm making an opera length one out of glass and paper.
Newpaper specifically, also a bangle out of an old popcorn bucket and some drafting tape. After its bound together, I'm covering it with this really cute patterned fabric.

I think being artistic calms me down. Dunno why.
Anyways, I smell chocolate, so Imma go.

Weird night, yo.

I went to see Aladdin a few hours ago. It was awesome.
Also, a lot of people I know ere in it. And the genie got a standing ovation.
But afterwords my phone had ZERO BARS. So I couldn't call my mom. I tried walking around to see if it changed anything. I was wrong. A police car went by. I asked him for directions and he said, "woah, that's a little......far." and eventually he offered me a ride home. still no bars, So, he made me check my pockets (creeeepy) and drove me home.
Really kind of weird to be in a police car. Especially in the back. The seats are covered with plastic. And the seat belts are kind of strange.
NOT COMFY AT ALL.
but I made it home, go figure.
Nice guy though.



I was cast in Guys and Dolls as a shitty secondary part, and the show was unfairly cast. See the show anyways. I have thirteen lines, HSM is still my record of speaking of 53.

I wish the casting was similar to hsm, my part would have been bigger.

Oh! And one more thing:
We took a test in my math calls, and now, since I have a really high grade on that test, I get to co-teach my algebra class on how to solve mulitistep equations.

I feel so smart today, and yet so stupid.
I'm seeing my Drama teacher in a parkland show next week called Lend Me A Tenor. Other people I know and love are in it too, but...Tay-Tay (Mrs.Taber) is so amazing, she might get me free tickets.

Alice and wonderland stuff is coming smoothly, but if we want to do it for halloween we need to hurry.
By the way. Randy, Andy, Emma, Ruth, Omri and a few others and I are going to asee alice in wonderland( the time burton one, of course) , each dressed a character. fuuuun stuff. I'm going as the Cheshire cat, Miranada is Alice, Alex is the queen of hearts, Carmelita is the rabbit, omri is the hatter, andy is the hare, emma is the doormouse, and Ruth is the maid to Chloe's duchess. Oh! And tab is a card.
Anyways, that's all that's really going on right now.

laters!